do you define a word without concrete meaning? to each his own, the saying goes, so
push to attain an ideal state of being that no two random people will agree is
you want to be? faultless. finished. incomparable. people can never be these, and anyway,
did creating a flawless facade become a more vital goal than learning to love the person
lives inside your skin? the outside belongs to others. only you should decide for you -
girls get screwed.
not that kind of screwed, what i mean is, they’re always on the short end of things.
the way things work, how
guys feel great, but make girls feel
cheap for doing
they beg for.
the way they get to play you,
all the while claiming they
love you and making you
the way it’s okay to gift their heart one day, a backhand the next,
to move on to the apricot
when the peach blushes and bruises.
these things make me believe God’s a man after all.”